nix, thanks. what an appropriate piece of thought for me. but dont get me wrong, i dont mean that i am unthankful or i feel sorry for myself…

actually, i feel so privileged that the Lord has made me who I am today… even with all the heartaches and pains… I think that they are blessings too for without them… I will not be as strong, as open-minded and as focused…

but there are times really that i cannot grasp this concept of happiness… or perhaps i am looking for a specific kind of happiness which is not really possible?

i dont know… im not sure. I know life is not perfect (how can i wish for this when so many others suffer more than myself) but somehow… i am looking for something…

its just that…

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