to love and to hold?

is it possible to love someone and not hold him or her – meaning not expect love in return and still be happy?

yes, it is possible but the pain will always be there.

but if you hold him or her and then comes the time that he or she wants to go, its going to crush you.

in that case, perhaps its better to always be in pain not having him or her. somehow you get used to it. you live in it.

otherwise, losing someone is synonymous to death of a part of you. and sometimes, rather most of the time, it takes a lifetime to recover and sometimes even impossible.

so how then can we love and be happy – in the real sense of the word? how can we love, be secured and contented? if its impossible, life means nothing at all.

i believe in love and its mysteries but its a puzzle, a struggle.

the greatest thing is to find that someone but it may take a lifetime.

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free love…

If you’ve been hiding from love If you’ve been hiding from love I can understand where you’re coming from I can understand where you’re coming from If you’ve suffered enough If you’ve suffered enough I can understand what you’re thinking of I can see the pain that you’re frightened of And I’m only here To bring you free love Let’s make it clear That this is free love No hidden catch No strings attached Just free love No hidden catch No strings attached Just free love I’ve been running like you I’ve been running like you Now you understand why I’m running scared Now you understand why I’m running scared I’ve been searching for truth I’ve been searching for truth And I haven’t been getting anywhere No I haven’t been getting anywhere And I’m only here To bring you free love Let’s make it clear That this is free love No hidden catch No strings attached Just free love No hidden catch No strings attached Just free love Hey girl You’ve got to take this moment Then let it slip away Let go of complicated feelings Then there’s no price to pay We’ve been running from love We’ve been running from love And we don’t know what we’re doing here No we don’t know what we’re doing here We’re only here Sharing our free love Let’s make it clear That this is free love No hidden catch No strings attached Just free love No hidden catch No strings attached Just free love

before midnight

in the middle of the night
beside the lamp
i sit thinking
about this journey

as i reflect
i see the shadow
of the lamp and
the light around it
i kept wonderin

why i still cant sleep tight
why i am still up
and my senses alive